I haven't been on in awhile things have been crazy!!!! I am going to a new oncologist and I love her. She wants to do 8 treatments and if the lesion is still there then she really wants to do radiation. I am very scared of radiation so I am praying hard that the chemo works. I have been blessed alot this month by several friends and it has really helped. I really didn't want people doing anything for me but it has meant alot to have people by my side.