Well its Wednesday and I had my first IV of methotrexate last night. It went pretty good but I am so sick at my stomach. The smell of food is making me sick. Guess this is a good way to lose weight. LOL!!!! I don't want people to think that I want a pity party I just want people to understand what I am going through. Believe me there are some days I just want to throw in the towel and give up. I am doing my best to deal with this illness and get on with my life. I want to thank all of you that have been there for me in the good times and bad. Have a great day talk to you tomorrow.