When does it get easier!!!

I really wish I knew when it would get easier. I am really trying my best to beat this illness but then some days I want to give up. Don't get me wrong I don't want to have a "pity party" I just want to be normal. I want to get up in the morning and not be in pain, I want to be able to do normal things and not be in pain, I want to be able to go to sleep at night and not be in pain! I just want it to get better.